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Baru lepas makan burgerr..alhamdulillah dah belehak...believe me, burger kat vista lagik sedap dari burger kat wangsa maju ni...Lets hear my story.
Today i work late. And I went out from office at 10.40. Actually, I cant really concentrate from 8.48, I want to go back, I want to go back. I cannot concentrate anymore, I was so excited to go back to my hometown tomorow. I wanna go home, I want to pack my thingssss...Baju untuk firas, fahim, kakak, kak linda. Nak balik!...I want to see fahim with new gigi. I want to go backkkkkkkkk....Seriously thats what i felt. But i keep on doing, and its programminggg..stupid. I cant really concentrate. I should have tested this change earlier, but I never thought of it. Today is the check in day, I've prepared, I've prepared the AIG and ABG, and alredy done with the system testing. I dont want to be messy again this time. So, congratulation. Yeah I've improved at one side.But being messy again on the other side. Ok, improve nanti!..
10.15, I give up...Its not about I cant do, but I just can concentrate lagik...Owh. What can i do, tomorow I cannot come, as my bus will arrive early in the moning. Wah, I called Ja, nak check leh VNC dari rumah ke takkk...ah. Dia kat jusco plakk...Seperti biasa, there is one voice saying 'Aszifa aris, bertenang, cool down, u know what to do, cool down.' Argh, this is the last option, I called baity...And this is the hardest part, to hand up what I'm doing to someone else,,,I hate doing this, I hate doing this, I want to do my workkk...........Hah.
Thanks to Allah, cik PSS lead seolah2 faham. She will surely can solve it. Debug and will find the way. System.out.println("TRACK 1"); . alert("X :"+x); Although they we just a simple code, but they always help me, whenever i'm lost and dont really know where am i rite now. I've looked at some of my colleges doing code, they read it like reading a story book.They just knoww...and they write code, like i'm writing my blog. Tat time will come one day. Let just work with debugging and logging first.
I'm waiting to be effective enough, and I believe, that I will sure can, and achieve whatever I wanted. And no one will take take believe from me. Some of peoples around, envy me, saying that I'm only 23, you are far too young, to be here as a first job. LUCKY enough. You will gather a very good experience. I will try to think that i;m lucky. Thank you for the support.
One of my friend once said to me, u might be someone that have so many things to do at one time. hmm but still,I can only see pieces of you. Theres lots other things that I do not know about U. Slow down a bit. I smiled.
When I reached at LG, I forgot one thing. Its already late, I've should have remind Alga to accompany me. Argh. So I went to guard, asking whether the is someone else that can accompany me tonigt to the LRT. He called Alga. I waited there for 2 mins, and saw smiling Alga. Hes one of the guard, that always smile..hihi. =]. Lepas tuh kak zai pulak baru menyeberang dengan kerta kancilnya, she hons, and called me. She gave me a lift. I say bye2 to Alga, and thank him for his concern.
Dah sampai lrt, meriah jugak nampaknya. Train sampaii, I went in. Open my book. The Last Lecture. I try to read. Sory I cant go on lagik. I just dont have the concentration. I cant concentrate at all. So its better for me to keep on dreaming. Dah pulak, mamat punjab mana kat sebelah ni, sedang bercanda riang dengan aweknya. 'Y u are so sweet?', -'No I am not', 'Yes u are!'..'No I am not' -'Yes u are'..'xyz, stopp it' jerit awek tuh, sambil control2 ayu - . Aku pandang buku aku yg masih aku pegang, aku senyumm - theres one part of it saying : 'When it comes to men who are romatically interested in you, its really simple. Just ignore everything they say and only pay attention to what they do.'
Train sesak, last train mmg ramai, tapi tak sepatutnya ramai cenggini. Sampai ja kat pasar seni, 'Ada suara berbunyi' - Penumpang yang menghala ke terminal putra, sila turun sekarang. Train ini akan bergerak pulang ke kelana Jaya. Arrghh! Kuat bunyi astaqfirrullah aku. Dan ada suara dalaman menasihati, cuba sabar jie.
Aku pun keluar train. Theres one guy, explaining 'Okeh, selepas ni ada satu train akan sampai, naik train ni dan berhenti di masjid jamek, di masjid jamek, akan sampai lagi satu train, ke klcc, dari klcc transit ke terminal putra'..GOSH! WHat is this?? Adventure race ke haper...dah kali ketiga aku experienece menda gini, pagi2 sampai lewat gi kija. DOk tergantung atas landasan. Ni malam pulak! And ada suara lagi, sabar bleh jie? train sesak pun, takdir Allah jugak, cuba bersabar dengan menda2 kecik ni, ia akan melatih kita bersabar dengan menda2 besar. Allah saja nak test, hambanya suka mengeluh ke tak. Huh, ok..I try to smile. And I did.
So, just follow the rules, pekerja2 rapid nampak gembira. They look happy. Seriously, walaupun keadaan agak sesak. I know that feeling. The feeling of feeling IMPORTANT. They are giving instruction, and they become the attention. That is one of the SATISFACTION in working. But I 've put my goal and my motto. Kerja adalah ibadah. Walau sesusah mana untuk mengecapi matlamat itu, I will have to make my self work on it. Please dont get distracted by other things. IKHLAS. Its hard, as i'm not that good hearted, but what i know, its the rite ever thing to do. Thats what u should keep in your heart. Kerana kita tidak mahu mengalami satu penyesalan di masa depan, HARTA, PANGKAT, itu hanya sekilas. One day, we will become very rich, one day, we will become very powerful. And whats next? That will be the moment, when we look back, and we will realize, we should have thought and we should have done, the right thing at the very beginning, as what Allah remind us to do.
I'm lucky, as I moved here, i'm able to push my esteem up, my confidence level. I'm lack of that lately, and now, I'm on my way to push them persistently. And I hope Allah will always be with me. Not that ready, to be very efficient, give me more time.
Today i work late. And I went out from office at 10.40. Actually, I cant really concentrate from 8.48, I want to go back, I want to go back. I cannot concentrate anymore, I was so excited to go back to my hometown tomorow. I wanna go home, I want to pack my thingssss...Baju untuk firas, fahim, kakak, kak linda. Nak balik!...I want to see fahim with new gigi. I want to go backkkkkkkkk....Seriously thats what i felt. But i keep on doing, and its programminggg..stupid. I cant really concentrate. I should have tested this change earlier, but I never thought of it. Today is the check in day, I've prepared, I've prepared the AIG and ABG, and alredy done with the system testing. I dont want to be messy again this time. So, congratulation. Yeah I've improved at one side.But being messy again on the other side. Ok, improve nanti!..
10.15, I give up...Its not about I cant do, but I just can concentrate lagik...Owh. What can i do, tomorow I cannot come, as my bus will arrive early in the moning. Wah, I called Ja, nak check leh VNC dari rumah ke takkk...ah. Dia kat jusco plakk...Seperti biasa, there is one voice saying 'Aszifa aris, bertenang, cool down, u know what to do, cool down.' Argh, this is the last option, I called baity...And this is the hardest part, to hand up what I'm doing to someone else,,,I hate doing this, I hate doing this, I want to do my workkk...........Hah.
Thanks to Allah, cik PSS lead seolah2 faham. She will surely can solve it. Debug and will find the way. System.out.println("TRACK 1"); . alert("X :"+x); Although they we just a simple code, but they always help me, whenever i'm lost and dont really know where am i rite now. I've looked at some of my colleges doing code, they read it like reading a story book.They just knoww...and they write code, like i'm writing my blog. Tat time will come one day. Let just work with debugging and logging first.
I'm waiting to be effective enough, and I believe, that I will sure can, and achieve whatever I wanted. And no one will take take believe from me. Some of peoples around, envy me, saying that I'm only 23, you are far too young, to be here as a first job. LUCKY enough. You will gather a very good experience. I will try to think that i;m lucky. Thank you for the support.
One of my friend once said to me, u might be someone that have so many things to do at one time. hmm but still,I can only see pieces of you. Theres lots other things that I do not know about U. Slow down a bit. I smiled.
When I reached at LG, I forgot one thing. Its already late, I've should have remind Alga to accompany me. Argh. So I went to guard, asking whether the is someone else that can accompany me tonigt to the LRT. He called Alga. I waited there for 2 mins, and saw smiling Alga. Hes one of the guard, that always smile..hihi. =]. Lepas tuh kak zai pulak baru menyeberang dengan kerta kancilnya, she hons, and called me. She gave me a lift. I say bye2 to Alga, and thank him for his concern.
Dah sampai lrt, meriah jugak nampaknya. Train sampaii, I went in. Open my book. The Last Lecture. I try to read. Sory I cant go on lagik. I just dont have the concentration. I cant concentrate at all. So its better for me to keep on dreaming. Dah pulak, mamat punjab mana kat sebelah ni, sedang bercanda riang dengan aweknya. 'Y u are so sweet?', -'No I am not', 'Yes u are!'..'No I am not' -'Yes u are'..'xyz, stopp it' jerit awek tuh, sambil control2 ayu - . Aku pandang buku aku yg masih aku pegang, aku senyumm - theres one part of it saying : 'When it comes to men who are romatically interested in you, its really simple. Just ignore everything they say and only pay attention to what they do.'
Train sesak, last train mmg ramai, tapi tak sepatutnya ramai cenggini. Sampai ja kat pasar seni, 'Ada suara berbunyi' - Penumpang yang menghala ke terminal putra, sila turun sekarang. Train ini akan bergerak pulang ke kelana Jaya. Arrghh! Kuat bunyi astaqfirrullah aku. Dan ada suara dalaman menasihati, cuba sabar jie.
Aku pun keluar train. Theres one guy, explaining 'Okeh, selepas ni ada satu train akan sampai, naik train ni dan berhenti di masjid jamek, di masjid jamek, akan sampai lagi satu train, ke klcc, dari klcc transit ke terminal putra'..GOSH! WHat is this?? Adventure race ke haper...dah kali ketiga aku experienece menda gini, pagi2 sampai lewat gi kija. DOk tergantung atas landasan. Ni malam pulak! And ada suara lagi, sabar bleh jie? train sesak pun, takdir Allah jugak, cuba bersabar dengan menda2 kecik ni, ia akan melatih kita bersabar dengan menda2 besar. Allah saja nak test, hambanya suka mengeluh ke tak. Huh, ok..I try to smile. And I did.
So, just follow the rules, pekerja2 rapid nampak gembira. They look happy. Seriously, walaupun keadaan agak sesak. I know that feeling. The feeling of feeling IMPORTANT. They are giving instruction, and they become the attention. That is one of the SATISFACTION in working. But I 've put my goal and my motto. Kerja adalah ibadah. Walau sesusah mana untuk mengecapi matlamat itu, I will have to make my self work on it. Please dont get distracted by other things. IKHLAS. Its hard, as i'm not that good hearted, but what i know, its the rite ever thing to do. Thats what u should keep in your heart. Kerana kita tidak mahu mengalami satu penyesalan di masa depan, HARTA, PANGKAT, itu hanya sekilas. One day, we will become very rich, one day, we will become very powerful. And whats next? That will be the moment, when we look back, and we will realize, we should have thought and we should have done, the right thing at the very beginning, as what Allah remind us to do.
I'm lucky, as I moved here, i'm able to push my esteem up, my confidence level. I'm lack of that lately, and now, I'm on my way to push them persistently. And I hope Allah will always be with me. Not that ready, to be very efficient, give me more time.
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