Lets see...

Its been a hurt day, coz i let people hurt me,

Its been a moody day, coz i let my emotion control me,
Again, the phobiatic action, coz i let myself think of the unnecessary fear,
Again, i'm confuse, coz I'm not firm enough with decision,
And the good things are,
I dont take long time as before to rationalize myself,
And i'm able to switch off it when necessary,
And i take hikmah from it,
And i have faith that one day, all of this will get vanished,
And i'll become better than yesterday, better than today,
In order to make a better tomorrow...

Faith, is something u believe on something that u cannot really see. Betul ke ayat ni? Appeared kat desperate housewife kan tadik? Hmm..

I need a rest, and take the 'angin' pill, before mandi and sleep. Sakit ulu hati dah balik, maybe sebab puasa semalam, then makan lewat. Then arini makan sikit plak. Hmm..really sick of this sakit ulu hati, sebab dia wat sakit hatii satgi...I'll eat at proper time tomorrow. Hah.

Again God, ur Aszifa Aris pray for a better tomorrow. I know i'm a bit emotion today. And i dont feel good when i'm like that. But u just give me an opportunity to control it. And u help me to clear my mind when necessary. I just give myself to u, and please, what I have done wrong, just make me clear of it, so that I can fix it. And make other efforts in order to make a better tomorrow. Just feeling a bit better, when talking to You. Again I pray, and pray , for a better tomorrow. Biar semuanya berjalan lancar. Dan permudahkanlah segala urusan. If I dont like it, then please give me ways on how i wanna make myself like it. And please tune my heart to like it. Coz I know its good. Its good. Everything that ever happen rite now is good. It just me that did not convert it to be good. Give me ways and solutions. Please love me. Thank you for everything. Thanks 4 the new house that U showed me. Thanks for the new Kak Aiza's rumate, that will replace me in this old house - Only 24 hours waiting after tampal iklan. And for letting me to keep on alive in this world, so that I have chance to fix everything that has gone wrong for this while. Thanks. And again, I pray for ways. Amin! =]

In 20 days time, Goodbye by dearie room. I'm gonna miss u? Hmm...lets see..=]