Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Another 2 months...

DOk makan bun coklat, nyam nyam, walaupun tak lapaq, saja makan nak berjaga..tadi dh kenyang makan roti john bli kat wangsa maju...Ni dok gedik nk online jugak, sepatutnya time tido...ni namanya menyeksa diri seketika, penat sebenaqnya ni. But laptop support ngan aku, kena update sesuatu nih...hmm...satja kan, pastu tidoqla...ni pun kak aiza yg kejut, klau dak sampai dok pagi la..

Pasal rumah, hmm...i've found a good house dalam masa yg singkat....The ultimate answer will be tomorow, we'll wait n see...I wish i've made an effort, n plis Ya Allah, tune everything...

Sometimes we just too afraid, samada pilihan kita akan sesuatu adalah tepat atau sebaliknya. No one knows what will happen next. When we are in comfort zone, and we want to reach something, for something good, for ourself own developement,,,hmm...again...the tot, keep on bejalan2...

Heh. Dhla...keluar, keluar dari pemikiran sendri kejap. Tadikla, pegi wangsa maju, ja nak tgok umah. Tgu je la sok camna. Arini cam hecticnya dengan kija. Sat buat tuh, sat buat ni, sangat ke sana ke sini...Esok should be better. No-must be better.!

Arinikan, cey, ada bunga kat meja waqas, dier dapat dari pakistan, bday dia la katakan arini. Aish, 24 roses tuh, sempena ari jadi dier yg ke 24. Wah hah hah. Dok gelak kat dier, mana de laki dapat bunga, ih ih terbalik la plakk....Lebih nak gelak lagik dengaq , orang yg kasi tuh .

Bz la lately, tak sempat nak main2 sangat kat opis...hukhuk...

So, 2nd June dah lepas, waiting for 2nd of August. Day i'll reach 23. Saper nak kasi 23 roses ni? =]. 23 tuh muda lagik kan. 24 cam dah tua skit. Paling tua rasa bila 26. Huh, 26 tuh umo yg banyak expectation buat diri sendrik. Byk wish kena langsai kat situ..=]

Hey positive me, give me some good words...

Ok, u are good enough n can control urself from the negativity. Negativity itu hampir dipecat. Cuma fokus, need fokus yg lebih tinggi. Clear ur mind, bayangkan air laut yg mengalir smooth...when doing something., focus macam memanah ke sasaran ok. Practice to fokus...Menda kecik2 tuh, extend n buang...or extend kejap, atlest, do. Allah helps, to clear those. And always, start doing it.

Focus, focus n focus...When things tidak smooth seperti yg dirancang. Calm down. N relax. Thats the best first step. U can control ur heart alredy. Now control u mind. Then, everything should be ok...

Dont ever feel guilty to be urself ok...N dont need to explain y at the moment. Everything will be alright. Susah org nak paham jie..n whats inside. We'll overcome this phobiatic actions ok...We;ll build balik, the strong n potential u...Okeh, dah, have faith. Have faith. Lastly, say a prayer to Him. Yakin Allah menolong hambanya yang berdoa dengan sabar dan yakin dengan pertolongan Allah. And provide actions n steps to be taken...

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