She keeps on moving....

I'm not planning to write, I am planning to play games actually...Flower Shop big city break..wahaha...there was one nite, i played this game, cam bodoh je, level rendah pun leh tak score...acecece, i'm good at playing this kind of game kan, aish...hilang focus la tuh. Lagik satu aku rasa bengong ialah aku tatau fai ada blog sampaila ke arini, she starts to write from january...wallau...5 months alredy beb. N i dont even know that...huhu..(Bagi kang fai, awat tak cakap..aish)..

Today is my second day of my training, I'm a bit tired today...so again, my focus, entah ke mana...So today, i just have to start looking at what we are going to learn by tomorow. At least i'm prepared. And after this I also have to do test case, prepare the AIG and ABG, anddd the .... Looks like many. Hmm..whatever...just do it.

Jack ask me to list down nak apa : as 4 now,

- kasut nike kat pavilion, (naper pavilion? sbb kasut kat situ lagi murah dari mid)
- web cam (for my laptop)...and i want 2, so that i can give 1 to my sis, so that i can say hi hi bye bye to fahim and firas.
- pelindung skrin komputer (sbb request dari company lembap cam sial! leh takk...mmg aku geram klau request menda kat derank...mentang2 aku baru...belagak!)
-kamera nikon yg besar tuh, or kamera yg leh bubuh dalam poket je....Hmm, lom decide nak yg mana, sbb dedua ada pro n conss...
-I want car,
- Altec lansing headphone, coz i wanna wear that at office. Cam malas nak bawak menda ni pi balik, pi balik....when wear headphone, people wont come and talk with me...wahahaha...."Jangan kacau, programmer tgh perlukan focus yg tinggi..."

I need to transform..thats the solution for now, love something that u dont love so much, and put the love, day by day, slowly, inject the feeling of love towards it, biar sedikit tapi wujud. And i know, i'm able to do it. Should start it at the beginning, so that i'm coming with that kind of personality, so it will helps more towards the love. And rite now, i'm in the middle. And i know i still can do it...inject day by day, so one day, it will be in a full tankk....Bllooom!.. I will. Its time for silent, no complain, its time for injection....I know I can.

Have to inject the feeling of love towards it, brainwash my own mind, clear everything in my mind, everything..Not at one time...i wont be able to do that...Realistically, 1 day, buang 1 menda, and inject 1 menda baru....I can rite? And this hard time will end rite? Yes aszifaris can.

Tough times wont last, but tough people do! And Allah created us to be tough rite? Allah knows we always can do, on whatever He gives, and Allah do create aszifaris to be tough rite? And Allah wont assign something, if aszifaris cannot do it rite? Allah knows that Aszifaris can. The most powerful power on earth knows, that u can do it. The Most Powerful, says u can do it. So do it...Nak dengaq cakap sapa lagik, jika bukan Yang Maha Esa. Biar tiada , biar putus semua motivasi lain, tetapi Yang Esa cakap..go on, this is for you. I prepare u for this hard time, adela hikmahnya...just go on. It will benefit U.......Believe, and have faith in Allah. Thats it...